November 29, 2011

not a poem anymore

I've been advised to stop writing in riddles and poetry if I want someone to take me seriously, and I do. I do want everyone to take me seriously, that's why I'm here. Searching for answers. So I will stop writing like that. I don't know why I did. It just came to me naturally, and it seemed easier for me to express myself like that, but writing continuously shouldn't be an issue either.
even her eyes seem to whisper 'infinity'


Anyway, the thing is that I've been at it for quite some time now, and still no leads, no nothing. It's getting frustrated and I'm starting to understand how my parents and my grand-parents and the ones before that felt. And not just mine, but people that are searching for the timeless girl all over the world, they all feel the same. Powerless.

It's not in our power or our decision to see her whenever we want. That would end the mystery and the story and I wouldn't even be here in the first place.
However, I'm dead serious and I shit you not, this is a real thing. I've read all the creepy stories out there, and all the novels and books I could find. I always had hoped that someone, somewhere, had caught a glimpse of her and wrote about her. Nothing.

People keep talking about the same things. Aliens, UFO, ghosts, vampires, C'thulu and all kinds of weird stuff. And I can't blame them, I haven't looked into any of those and real or not, I don't really care. What I do care about is the timeless girl, because at least for this I have the certainty and the sanity that it's real. I have documented proof about her, texts and photos and paintings, and to be honest I couldn't care less about the proof, because all the proof I need is my family and the other families searching for her.

You might think that one man had an hallucination, maybe two, maybe the whole family. But seriously, the whole family, over two centuries, and similar families all over the world, all searching for the same girl? Really? I don't think so.
Thus, all of that, plus all of our research combined, when we meet, make for a really strong case in the eyes of the most skeptic of you out there. You should meet me ! I could show you everything, I don't really see a reason why not to.

I really want to find this girl, and I'm pretty sure there are a lot of people just like me, as frustrated as me, who want the same thing. It's just a matter of finding each other and putting everything together. It's really difficult to identify a person who apparently doesn't exist. Not online, not in photos, not on cameras, nowhere. A ninja I tell you. A true ninja.

Yet, even with the apparent "non-existence" she is still there, because we've seen her, over and over again, in so many different places that you just can't deny anymore. I'm actually numbed by the fact that people believe in Jesus, who has been seen - maybe - once, for a few years, and that's that. And yet, a person who keeps popping into history time and time again, over five centuries of existence, with continuous emergence of new proof, is totally not observed.

I'm being serious here - if anyone out there has the slightest idea of what I might be talking about, please, in the name of all that you believe in, contact me. But make no mistake, if you're a joker I'm going to know in under two e-mails. I'm intentionally leaving out a couple of things that only the ones who really heard about her or actually seen her will know about.

But then again, if you've ever heard of a girl who does not age, who does not rest, a girl who hops through time. If you've ever of a person that just appeared in different places in different centuries, if you've heard a weird story about someone who saw a girl who looked the same after decades between seeing her, anything, tell me.

She's dark haired, black eyed, and everything I said before. I know this doesn't sound much, but trust me, you will know when you see her. If you read this blog, and will see her, you will notice something is amiss. She seems to float, not walk. Her smile just pulls you in - you don't fall in-love with her - you instantly start worshiping her.

That dark and curled hair paired with those sapphire black eyes are just hypnotizing. Ask your grand-fathers, ask your parents, ask them if they ever had the feeling they saw a girl who looked the same, yet years have passed and they have gotten older, and she didn't.

Ask them. Ask them if they ever met a girl like that. Ask them if they ever heard such a story, ask your friends. I'm telling you - this is not a bedtime story - the timeless girl is real and walks this Earth just like you and me, but she is not one of us. She cannot be.

Again, we don't know who she is, but she is not one of us. Maybe she is of this Earth, but she is not one of us. She does not age, she hops through time. Such a thing does not only violate everything you believe in, but violates the laws of physics itself!

I will come back next post with even more details about her - I'm compiling right now a list with everything I think its most important about her. My parents would not allow this not in a million years, but they are gone now. Their parents didn't have Internet.

But I do, and I'm free to do it and act on it towards finding her, just as I please. THIS is my chance! This is our chance! The timeless girl is there.